Today, I have a sense of being okay with the now; being at peace with what is.
I am not the weight I want to be but I’m finally feeling the fire in my belly, and more able to resist stuffing my face with m&m’s all day long.
I am not sure in which direction my marriage is headed (although it feels more positive and healthy than it has in a long time) and I’m okay with it being where it is. It is a work in progress. Unlike the entity it was prior when it was just work.
I am in limbo with my soul. Not stalled in my exploration, but rather floating on a sea of tranquility. A real sense of now. Here. This moment. And this moment. Peace. Calm.
I’ve been on wp for four years; quite prolific for the first two but dropped off considerably after that. When I return to occasionally purge, there are a few sites I gravitate toward and Val Boyko is one of them. The very name of her page Find Your Middle Ground feels exactly where I am.